Being A Light Worker In 2019: No Longer Holding My Light Against Dark Energy In 2020.

Being A Light Worker In 2020

The November 2019 Double 11 Portal and all of those energies for this year were extreme. They started a chain of events that I will forever remember as being and feeling very liberating. A liberation of all those specific things that felt very dark to me and that I was struggling with for years. There have also been multiple days throughout this month where the 11:11 days and dates are also, releasing, and preparing more people in the world to crossover into a new cycle. Think of this all as a world-wide liberation for humanity. It is in many respects. A new cycle always means new change, but what will that new change look like? Will humanity be able to handle it?

As we enter what I believe is going to be a transitory month, as I believe December 2019 is going to be one for the history books. At least that is how I view thing’s. I’m thinking more and more about my role and what it’s going to be like in 2020. I keep wondering if it’ll be easier, or, if I’ll not have to deal with a lot of lower, and darker aspects of earth life. Will I no longer be holding my light up against dark energy in 2020? Will other Ascension volunteers and embodied participants just like me be experiencing the same thing as well? 

A few articles ago; I wrote one specific article titled: Time Is Almost Up For The Old World. When I wrote that article I meant that timelines, realities, physical locations, and people were also going to be closing down, shutting down, dying off, and being released from this physical world. Which is what I felt and saw in multiple vision(s) about what was going to transpire after the Solar Eclipse on Dec 26th and beyond into 2020. I needed to state that here, because I didn’t in that article. Not as articulate as how I just did now. 

One of these physical locations that is going to close down, shut down, become extinct, be retired, be erased, become dismantled, shut off entirely, is where I currently work until the end of December. Mainly, because it is part of the old 3D world and too many crimes against people (both workers and clientele) have been committed here. Everything, from petty theft, to sexual harassment. A lot of negative events have happened here over a long period of time. Decades worth. Which involved a lot of people in this area. So, it’ll be a complete liberation for this area that I live in. It is what I like to call a negative LowCon service. It’s a place where lower conscious people can congregate, parasite off of one another, and steal other people’s energy basically. It isn’t a proper service to others. It is a service to self. So, because of this my role and my specific work here is done. Which was To Hold My light Up Against This Physical Location and The People Who Work(ed) Here.

All of my life the darkness on this planet has felt very extreme to me, it is vastly different than where I know my real home is. My home dimension. I could never cope well with it. During my childhood years; I have had childhood illnesses that were never really illness, but they were direct manifestation(s) of the negative energies that I was experiencing at the time. As an asthma sufferer when I was younger; I always found it difficult to breathe on this planet. I felt that it had more to do with the drastic polarity between the negative energy on earth, and the higher energy that I had within me. I never believed that it was about a lack of oxygen. It was because and here is where many of you reading this might relate. It was hard to breathe because it was so damn negative here. I could not breathe in such darkness and negativity. It was so toxic. From my home environment, to my childhood elementary school. Up until my high school years. The depression and anxiety that I felt during my teen years, and some minor mental breakdowns, were because it was such a dark, and negative place to be in. Your completely surrounded in it, like your walking through a dark black fog that swallows you whole. It completely envelops you entirely and if I wasn’t shining brightly for all those years. I would have ended up dead. I would have only known and felt the darkness my entire life, which is why I chose to come here completely knowing more than the average person does. I needed to bring more spiritual tools and more of my higher self, so that I could survive it. So, it has been hard to hold my light in such a dark place, a dark planet. A hell hole. This was part of my early life as a Light worker and being a light worker was not fun and easy. This ran it’s course in 2008 and I physically activated in 2014. As we move into 2020 will this be different?

Why 2020 and not 2019?

I wrote that I was no longer holding my light up in 2020. I never said 2019 because this is still part of the old cycle. I’m not saying that I won’t ever be called on to hold my light up against the darkness; I just do not have to hold my light up against, the current location that I had been holding my light in, for the past four years anymore. In 2020 I don’t have to do this kind of work and it was hard work. I think if anything in 2020 I’ll be doing serious transmuting work, because I sense the world is going to be be involved in this transition into this new cycle. 

Since physically activating in 2014; I have had to go through many periods in the last 5 1/2 years, where I was involved in events that Involved holding my light up against, up into, up towards, the darkness on this earth. It could have been a location. A building. A person. It was a frequent daily event. It is a huge aspect of what it means to be a Light Worker and I have had to be a beacon in some really messed up places. It was not the hardest job, but I have had moments where I have feared for my life. Not a lot of people talk about this aspect of what it means to work with light, and I’d rather discuss it because I have lived through it. It’s dangerous work. If I’m doing it, then of course other people are doing this same kind of work. Your basically a conduit for light, light energy, energy codes, higher levels of, and various forms of consciousness, to enter, and live inside of you and that is one aspect of your job. The second aspect involves having transmuted old energy and embodied higher forms of energy. Then you act as a grid worker in the specific location you live in. Holding all of these new energies in place. This is the kind of dangerous, life threatening work, that I have had to do during this first cycle, this first phase, this first stage, of Evolution and Ascension. All of this while being around negative LowCon people, while being on site-of-some-of the most negative job location(s,) and on a negative hell hole planet earth, and reality to match.

We are here to take out the darkness, just as much as it tries to take us out. To take us away from it and from specific LowCon people, who are conduits for negative entities and energy. We are shutting down locations, closing negative portals, putting an end to abuse and negativity. There are times where we are just doing it with our very own presence. So, expect more of these themes as we move into 2020 because it is going to be one heck of a year, for busting darkness and all of it’s systems. However, I won’t be holding my light up in 2020 like I did for the last four years of my life. I also hope as we transition into 2020, that I won’t have to hold my light up against the darkness like I have for the last twenty-nine years. I’ll be existing in a new cycle and not just me either, but everyone else will to. I will need to embody more in the new year and I already know that’s what I’ll be doing. I won’t have to deal with any of the darkest stuff. Like work, money, people, because that is going to end for me in December. This is what being a light worker means. Embody and then shine your light. 


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Living Out The Ascension Process: Family Dynamics & The Struggles With Unaware Family Members.

Living The Ascension Process Path: Family Dynamics & Struggles With Unaware Family Members Who Are Not Coded.

Over the last few Ascension Years; one of the biggest challenges that I have had to deal with has been fully living out my Ascension process. I’ve had to live my Ascension process while fully realizing that, the majority of my family just wasn’t doing what I was doing physically and would not be doing it in this life. Which they weren’t and which they aren’t, as much as I wish that they were. This is not the case for them and when I became aware, I also realized that they didn’t. That they weren’t. It was difficult for me to experience that changeover all on my own, because it is a different walk of life all on it’s own. It can be extremely frustrating to be around other people, who don’t know, and grasp what you’re doing and why you are here doing it. 

Family dynamics can be difficult. Which is the entire point of me writing this article, because in all of my years trying to find out specific information about why this is the case online. I never could find out why I was aware and most of my family members are not! That information is just not out there and not very many are taking the time out to discuss this openly. Family and relationships are hard. They can be stressful and it can lead you to question how you can be related to someone and or multiple people, who are so different from you in many different ways. This article explores what I have learned, what I have gained consciously and through my awareness, about why I and or You, are finding it very difficult in relating to your family as an activated and awakened person. 

The last five years since I physically activated; I wasn’t prepared for what I would end up having to experience. My own personal experiences have ranged from a nightmarish hell to the very paranormal and down right bizarre. At times these experiences have felt really good and uplifting, with an almost divine order to everything that I have gone through. There have also been other times where there were specific events, that had been created by specific negative beings for the sole purpose of disturbing those great moments of divine order. A lot of the time and I have to fully admit, that those specific beings were and have been members of my immediate family. While the experiences were and did feel very negative, there were reasons why I felt that way. There were and always are dynamics at work in regards to how you interact with people, especially people who have a different energy than yourself. It doesn’t always necessarily mean that they are evil and negative (well not entirely so.) It means that they hold a different energy, whether it’s lower or higher than your own.

There are always dynamics at play with a higher (aware) being and a lower (unaware) being. That immediate feeling of thinking that, that specific lower unaware person is negative, is just a natural reaction to the differences in energies, that many people carry within them here in this realm. I know how it must sound to those reading this when I state that I think and feel negativity from specific members of my family, and I do, but, I do understand that there are dynamics at play where I agreed to sort of learn from situations that feel very negative to me. We all do! This was what I had to eventually learn. I did learn. I know it. I get it. I understand it. Do you know it? Do you understand it? Do you get it? Dealing with someone who is darker than you, more intimidating, can be painful and scary as hell – especially when they’re being abusive towards you. I learned how to become empowered by finally allowing myself to decide that I had enough, so when I had enough I just stopped allowing the more negative and darker aspects of specific family members to influence me. I reclaimed my power back and they helped me to do that.

Family Dynamics: Is defined as a family who is socially engaging, and interacting with one another, whether it is in a positive and healthy way, or, whether it is in a negative and toxic manner. 

A short while after I became physically activated to begin the Ascension Process; I began to notice the patterns within my own family and how our dynamics played out with one another. Piece by piece, like a puzzle – information came back to me, about why I chose the specific family that I did, prior to incarnating as this specific person in this lifetime. I chose a more darker, negative, toxic group to learn lessons from and it wasn’t just the specific beings themselves. It was the location. The environment needed to be just as toxic as the people around me were. Just like that I was back on this earth reality, surrounded by these people who were and are my family and living in awful circumstances with one another. I needed to learn how to mold myself up against their harshness, brutality and disturbing personalities and behaviors. It made it so much more easier for me to learn to say no, to learn to stand up for myself. I learned that I was more than what they thought I was, that I had the power already within me to be whoever and create the higher earth world that exists today. The deception of it all really lies in your own mind, because it’s your own thinking that plays tricks within your consciousness. Awareness of these mental patterns is key to dismantling this way of thinking, as well as, mind control tactics by Negative Non-physical beings. 

You get taught, so that you can teach self. The final straw that eventually always breaks the camels back, always breaks the camels back and you learn how to get yourself out and away from those specific people. The hilarious thing about it is, you set it up and then get taught how to escape the most negative people around you. Why? To say that you did it all on your. That you can survive anything. That you can choose where you want to be and where you want to go, that your freedom is always waiting for you. It’s always been available to you. You just HAD to see it and to realize it.

Living The Ascension Process Path: How To Survive, Is It Safe To Tell Them & Shifting Away From Them When It Is Right. 

How did I survive the initial reaction to realizing I was aware, highly aware, while my father, mother and sister were all not? The truth is I knew there was something off about my father and my sister when I was a child, they felt extremely negative to me. My mother felt a little bit brighter. Despite that, she had personality traits that were hard to deal with. I could always sense it and I didn’t fully realize that I had psychic abilities as a child. That my ability to sense that was psychic in nature, but I knew it fully. 

After my physical awakening. I realized that there was a gigantic gap between me and all three of them. After my two nieces and one nephew were born, I noticed that there was a gap between me and them as well. So the entire family is just on different energy levels, on different levels of awareness, and it’s where they need to be in this life. That’s them. It’s perfectly fine for them to be where they are, and neither can I force them to be more aware of themselves, change how they behave, or, push them higher towards where I am. It is hard to be around them, which is why over the years I have distanced myself for very many reasons. 

No one really told me how it was going to be. Not a single Light Being told me how to navigate myself through them, how to steer my life around them, and still do what I do physically. I’m very aware that to them I must look and feel like a sick person, because I am always dealing with some specific aspect of physical discomfort and issues due to embodying so much physically. When we get hit with incoming waves of new codes, lights, or, the separation of worlds becomes more defined – I notice immediately that I embody and ever so slowly, move one way and many of them move into another direction. How can you deal with being the one who embodies all of the time? It’s simple and yet it took me a long time to realize this for myself, but, I have specific thing’s that I have to do. I can only focus on what I am doing, what I am here to do. What they are here to do is what they need to do. This has been my mantra when they are even fighting up against one another, and I stay away and I learned to stay out of those specific events. That is also a struggle that I needed to learn to navigate through, that they’re drama was NOT my own and so I just carried on with my path.

This has been pretty specific in regards to my family, but, you reading this might also be experiencing this with other people as well. It’s not just family and for many of you it can be a boyfriend or girlfriend, it can be friends, it can be neighbors, people in your community and those interactions can be challenging. I remember losing friends, people that I knew, and I knew never to get involved with people romantically because of who I was and what I was doing. It made me an easy target for continued abuse. This sort of information was something that I wish was written about much more than what it currently is, much more than what it was when I first activated. I desperately looked around for information online that would help me understand all of these issues, that would help me deal with them. There just wasn’t any. I hope that there was a strong message that I could portray with this article, that you found what you needed because you were struggling with the same aspects as I was.

Aspects that Include: Dealing with family members as an activated embodier. The struggles of realizing your aware and they are not. Dealing with Negative and abusive family members and negative dynamics. Learning that you can learn from them. Understanding what those lessons are. Awareness that you can leave those people behind when the lessons are over. Realizing that you are free to live your own path and be you. That this also applies to regaining your power, freedom, and personal independence from family, lovers, friends and every day folk. 


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Galactic Travelers Are Holders Of Light: The Light Workers Are The Holders Of Light Information.

Galactic Travelers Are Holders Of Light: What Are Light-Workers & Holders Of Light Information.

Over these last few Ascension years; I have understood that my intention for being here was to do the work. At first I didn’t really realize what the work exactly entailed, but, it doesn’t mean that I haven’t always been doing it. In a small way I have, but not fully and completely. Not a lot of people realize that they have been doing this work and that they presently are, now if you’re aware that your doing this work and you are aware of who you are. Then great! Not everyone does. Which is what this article is about, these people are who this article is being written for.

In the future, you may realize who you are and what you are. This website and even this article, might help you understand it. I’m talking about being a Light worker. I am talking about being an embodier of source light. I am talking about you becoming physically activated to begin this process. I am talking about you working with timelines. I am talking about you closing and opening portals and gateways. I am talking about you having to deal with some darker aspects of the process. Negative human beings, negative entities etc. I am talking about you doing one or more of these jobs at once. I am talking about you having to embody and embody more light while being attacked for it by randoms. This is the work. This is the job. This is what it means to be an embodier of source light, while consciously creating the new world. 

This article might not be what many would have expected me to write for this month, but, it is extremely important that I write something about me. It is Important that I write something about us. Those of us who have been doing this work for quite honestly, decades now, who are weary, and frankly exhausted beyond belief, with what we have to go through just being us. In connection to this, it is important to get this information out so that many embodiers, psychics, seers, light embodying beings, know exactly what it means to be who we are. This also applies to those who will some day be doing this work, for those who are struggling with understanding what they are doing, or, supposed to be doing. It takes a while to come out of the conditioning that you have sort of been hit with, mind-alternating, beams of negativity that can hit you when your conformed. This happens and it is because of this that I’ve decided to begin a new category called: Light workers: Being a Light Worker. 

This category is strictly going to contain specific articles that help beings who are working with light, who are incarnated volunteers, participants within the evolutionary process, doing specific jobs and missions, on the Ascension Process and actively activated, in order to help humanity and the earth evolve higher and create the new Ascending world. It is here to help you understand what your role is and what you are contributing. I have noticed that a lot of us tend to feel aimless, and I believe that it is because a lot of us do NOT know our roles.

 

In an effort to spread more awareness, higher consciousness, and to bring in more highly advanced light information through {Energetic Earth – New Ascending World,} this week’s article is going to take a step back from the usual energy updates. It will focus more on informing people about a role, a group of people, and mainly dealing with information – about those very special people, who are here on earth to help enhance this world, through working with higher light energy. Everybody, who is born has a destined purpose to some extent, a lot of them follow that destined path. Many of them struggle, get lost, and, or stray from that destined purpose. However, they all end up in the same place, back in the light and with Source. However, there are a group of beings, spread out all over the world, in various incarnations, as many different people, with different lives, who are all here to do one thing and one thing only. That is to embody light energies at an advanced level and then break down the negative systems, of this world through that means of work. These people, who are here raise the consciousness of this earth are called Light-Workers

Galactic Travelers Are Holders Of Light: What Is The Main Mission For Light-Workers?

There are many other names and many of them refer to their own terms of choice. Which is beside the point. I do however prefer this term. So, what exactly is a Light-Worker? What do they do? Why are they here? and what kind of work do they do?

What Is A Light-Worker: is a term for incarnated human beings who volunteered to incarnate on this planet, in order to raise the vibration, through multiple frequency events, so that the consciousness of earth ascends to a better way of functioning. This is the destined purpose that they all carry, the majority of us in fact have begun this destined purpose in the womb. Just because, we have already made a small rift in the earth’s energetic function(s). This is who we are and this is our purpose … so what do Light-Workers do?

What Does It Mean To Be A Light-Worker: Energy. Light. Dark matter. Polarity. Consciousness. Higher and lower. Dismantling negative systems. These are all terms, that I can use, to describe just the kind of work we do and what it means to be an incarnated Light-Worker.

As a Light Worker we do a lot when we agree to sign a contract with Source and incarnate here. I mean a lot! It can be extremely stressful, very dangerous, beyond exhausting, and debilitating, but we volunteered to do it. We’re kind of like the brooms, mops, and various cleaning products of the world. Here are a few thing’s that we do:

What Do Light Workers Do?: The first: being the obvious; we embody/absorb light energy into our bodies and then we pretty much lighten up our specific area. The location that we live in. The Second: being the not so obvious; we do deal with a lot of negativity, negative energy, dark matter, tons of demonic activity, which is hurled at us in various ways, throughout our entire life. The third: being one of the hardest to deal with; we deal with the negative systems, all kinds of systems, put in place in this world. The fourth being: the most fun; we deal with cleaning the energy of this planet from destructive negative events throughout history, a location, a home, or, a person. The fifth being: the most confusing; we also have our own experiences to help us grow and evolve, because We are not evolved to the point of perfection. 

Embodying Light energy is not a pass for perfection. We all have our own pains, insecurities, angers, joys, doubts, and fears that we need to work through. We also have to deal with our past. There are so many past lives, events from those lives, people from those lives, that we have to deal with. 

Why Are We Here On EarthThe earth is massively out of alignment. No one needs to be informed of that; I think that everyone on the earth understands this concept already. At least on a spiritual level. However, in terms of understanding why Light-Workers are here on earth. It has a lot to do with how out of balance, out of alignment, the earth is, along with the people, the consciousness and conscience of the world. A big reason why Light-workers are needed on earth, and why they come here, has to do with shifting the earth back into alignment. We work with light and Source. We clean the dark bits and in part that has to do with ultimately getting the earth, back to a place, where there is balance and harmony. We are here to create the “Age Of Peace” and when that happens, it will be very different, balanced, and organic and natural. This will not happen in my lifetime, or, in any of ours, those of us who are living now in 2019. However, those of you who are reading this now and it’s 100 or 200 years later. It might apply to you. However, we did build it in this generation. 

How Do You Know Your A Light-WorkerWho honestly knows who they are? Most of the time we all have those moments where we walk around aimlessly, unsure of ourselves, and what we’re suppose to be doing. We don’t always remember, which is okay because eventually we do. However, for those of us who are called on to do this work, we know from birth, we know at an early age whether or not we’re different. Some know right from an early age. Others’ sometimes’ have to go through a process where they begin to understand, this process is what I call an “Activation Of Ones Codes.” It’s a period in our lives when we’re ready to receive these energies and we go through an awakening.

A Light worker begins to understand what is happening after the physical activation to begin their Ascension Process commences. We begin to understand just what is happening. Usually, those who are Light-Workers have experienced a life filled with constant supernatural activity, (which includes being gifted,) it surrounds them on a daily basis. Also, if you have had some of the worst, most difficult, absolutely brutal early childhoods, and or experiences. Then most likely you are one. It’s never the same for everyone, but, for the majority of the time one or more of the same aspects applies. If lately, you have notice that life has changed for you. Your feeling a specific way physically, while experiencing advanced supernatural phenomena. Your likely experiencing an energetic shift and being activated to begin your destined purpose. To begin understanding your role and knowing that you are ascending and a Light-Worker. Things’ are going to get more physically advanced for you and this goes for those older embodiers as well. You have entered into your own Ascension Journey and path and how you deal with it is up to you.


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