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Ascension Loneliness: Ascension Related Feeling’s Of Being Alone While On The Path.

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Ascension Loneliness 

It’s the end of October 2021 and I am so glad about it. All month long; I have not felt like I have had a break with these energies, or, with other specific situations that I’d rather not get into. It has all been exhausting and pulverizing. However, I think the biggest issue that I have felt this entire month has been how lonely October 2021 has felt to me. How lonely I am. It has been extremely lonely. One of the reasons why it feels this way is because the process is lonely. So, for me living my life this entire month, has felt like I have been the only person existing on planet earth.

I know that I am not the only one going through these specific feeling’s right now. There are a lot of you who have also been feeling like this to, and unfortunately there is no easy remedy to not feeling this way. Most of the time you just have to find a way to make it through, especially with all that is happening for you. I have never felt it was best to compare my own experiences with those of other people, I live what I live and press on with it. Every person is different and they handle life and the very many stresses of life in their own unique ways. That includes specific feeling’s and emotions in regards to feeling alone, having no support system, enduring the Ascension Process and not having companions who also understand what you go through. I’ve been there and I am still dealing with these feeling’ s on a daily basis. 

This is not a specific October 2021 monthly article, that deals with the current energies that we are being hit with right now. It’s more of a generalized article that deals with ascension related loneliness, feeling left out, having no support system, experiencing feeling’s of loneliness, feeling like your completely on your own while living the path etc. There is a connection to the topic and how I am currently feeling in October 2021, it’s not about what I have been experiencing for just this specific month. It is an article that deals with feeling Alone while Living The Ascension Process. If I’m being honest; I have been feeling lonely for a very long time. For decades. So, it hasn’t been and this isn’t about just what has been going on for all of October. It’s much, much more …

I have been physically activated since March 2014 and I am reaching my 8th year anniversary of being awake, of being aware of who I really am, what I am doing here, what I am embodying, of embodying, the physical pains and I could go on and on. I really could. The loneliness has been crushing and I never thought that throughout all of these last eight years, that it would be or feel like it has. It has. I can’t change that. I can cope with it. I can address it. I can try my best to ride the current Aquarian Age wave, to understand what I am feeling, and get to the bottom of those emotions. I just cannot stop those feeling’s from coming on. A lot of people find that difficult to take in, that you have to work really hard at moving through any emotion. Even worse, you can’t control how you feel at times and when it hits you, it hits hard and fast. I struggled a lot with a few specific issues when I first got activated and here are some of the more basic ones. 

Specific Ascension Related Struggles

Feeling Lonely Instantly: I immediately remember how alone I felt. There were specific thing’s going on with my body that I had to fully acknowledge, that I needed to understand and deal with on my own. That was part of it, the other half was that it didn’t seem like other people around me, in my area, definitely not in my family, or, at least home who were experiencing what I was. 

Not Being Able To Tell Anyone Anything: There were issues in the first few years after my physical activation, of realizing what this planet earth was. What was happening on her. Why we were all here. How I could see the bigger picture. That Evolution and Ascension were what was happening and it was happening to many of us. There was no one that I felt at that time, that I felt that I could tell. Which made me feel even more alone and it exasperated those emotions and feelings even further. 

Not Having A Support System: This one is difficult. I still struggle with this even today, but, I never felt like I had a support system. I was on my own living the Ascension Process all by myself. There never felt like there were any people in my life who I could talk to, discuss specific subjects with, speak openly with, and it’s been 8 years later and  I am still dealing with similar issues. However, it’ s not as bad as it once felt. I have learned to cope, I have learned to stand on my own more and confront my own personal issues. 

Wanting To be Apart of The Normal People Group: This one makes me cringe. It was real … at one point I wanted to fit in. I wanted to be one of those types of people who went places, with huge groups of people and be liked and live through the ego. I just wanted to have a group of people. You know. There was always something that prevented that. The majority of people took one look at me and I revolted them. I just always stood out and after my physical activation began, all of those issues, they started to make a lot of sense. 

Attracting and Repelling Everyday People: One thing that was a struggle for me, was in realizing how many people I was repelling and how many people I was attracting all at the same time. In the end, there were specific reasons why some would come near me and why other’s wouldn’t. The ones who came near me were not of sound and of mind, while the ones who repelled me, were being guided by their own guardians and guides to stay clear because there was a lot that I was doing. It took me a long time to realize that. But, it made me feel even more lonely. 

These are just a few issues that I dealt with in regards to feeling lonely just after I physically activated. The truth is that I’m still dealing with this even now and it has been a really long time. Another truth is it’s all in how you handle it. It won’t always feel like your all alone, I’ve had some extremely wonderful moments in my life where being on my own was so enjoyable. I have had to learn that at times being alone, is not the same as feeling lonely. Emotions can be a hard thing to get around, so when your stuck in one specific feeling it tends to fester and swirl. It’s hard. 

The only advice that I can give you if your feeling this way, especially in October 2021 is to try your best to move out of those emotions. Try your best not to fixate on it either because the next day you could be feeling completely different. Allowance is wonderful, allowing it and yourself to examine the key issues behind why you feel this way can make you understand what your feeling a lot better. Spend time doing something that you enjoy, and if the physical pains are at it again because the energies are slamming you brutally. Then relaxing on the couch wrapped up in a blanket is what you might need. I know that the isolation lately has felt pretty intense, but if you use your time wisely and look within it might help you deal with a few issues that you never realized that you had. 

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Into September 2020’s Equinox: A Separation Of Realities & People Who Exist Within Those Realities.

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September 2020’s Equinox Energies: More Energy Separations & Leaving People Due To Separating Realities.

The Equinox is a harbinger of energy. There are two periods throughout the year where humanity experiences alignment and so does the Earth. There are two periods throughout the entire year where this happens and it is during the Spring (March) and Fall (September) Equinoxes. During these two important periods the Sun is equal in day and night, which means that the effects of the Earth’s Axial tilt become null and void. Humans experience the Earth at her most organic and those who are sensitive to energies understand this, we can feel this very natural Organic Source energy within our bodies.

The Spring and Fall Equinoxes are the only current representations of Earth from long ago before it experienced the cataclysm that it did. The Cataclysm that altered the Axial tilt of this Earth and gave us the orbit that we see and experience in today’s timeline. In Ancient Civilizations before this event the Earth was in alignment all year long with equal day and night, the stars and constellations would have been in different areas within the sky. The energies would have felt more natural and the information from higher dimensions would have flowed more easily on Earth in those time periods. Higher dimensional information can be stagnant when it comes into Earth during this period, but these last few weeks they have come in clear and natural. Many sensitives feel it in their body but this is how Earth is suppose to actually feel like all year round. Ancient Civilizations were in the flow. 

Last Thursday we had the potent Super moon New Moon and today is the Fall Equinox. It has felt so palpable and this entire weekend leading up to this specific period, has felt like one of the craziest periods of this year so far. To add insult to how you and me and everyone has felt we have to continue to deal with intense energies, unusual physical body symptoms and the very many people who just do not understand what we all go through. I’m also not talking about COVID-19. The majority of what I feel isn’t and has nothing to do with COVID-19. It is a mixture of embodiment of Light Energies and having to deal with those specific people around me who pollute my space, field, with their negative energy. 

The true horror for me on a daily basis, for this entire year – has been me having to deal with the complete destruction of everything negative. That includes a good percentage of people on earth right now. I’m not saying that to offend anyone; I am just stating a fact that I know to be true. 

This week there is a lot that I want to say, a lot that I want to cover. Especially, in regards to what is going on right now. So, for this weeks’ article I’ll be writing a lot of personal information about my experience(s.) I’m doing this so that many of you who are reading this, can understand who I am a little better. That you can understand how (Personal) this lifetime is for everyone (Individually.) While, also understanding how it can be extremely personal for (You) to be experiencing the Ascension Process. How evolving and advancing to another level beyond yourself, as well as what you have known must be all about (You.) Not about anybody else. Only about (You.) From you, to you. As well as the inner work that you do. I’m focusing on this instead of say doing another energy update, because it is more important right now.

…Besides, I feel like shit. You feel like shit. We all feel awful every second of every day. It won’t change this week, or even next week. We’re living our lives in the absolute best way that we can right now. Amid, a world pandemic. Amid, the world and it’s entire 7 Billion population finally physically entering The Ascension Process themselves. Now, that is not to say that everyone is going to actively be focused on their Ascension Process. Many, will not be. Many still will not care. Those of us who have for years been embodying and living it, we will continue to and those who have embodied the first wave of energies. Not Covid-19. The first wave of energies are slowly coming out of it, in time for the second group of human beings to embody their much needed Cycle Two of The Ascension Process energies. This was never going to look and or feel easy for anybody. 

Covid-19 is not what I have been embodying all year long. The New Light Energies and Codes are what I have been embodying all year long. Covid-19 happened at the exact same time, it is very real and it is allowing people who want to choose, on a soul level, to exit this world at this time. To be able to physically leave their bodies and return to their dimension. No guilt. No shame. No anger. No mistakes. Just because they could not, did not want to, or, would not want to continue on forward. That was their own individual personal agreement for this lifetime, as that person. 

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Over the last few years and since I first got activated and began experiencing my own personal Ascension Process. I began shifting (Multiple times) and (Over an over again,) constantly up higher levels until today. I have been doing this work for Six in-a-half years. I have changed. I am unrecognizable to myself. Which is (in my opinion) a very good thing. I did the work and I made those changes as each energy embodiment came and went. I dealt with feelings of loneliness, I dealt with a lot of anger that I kept inside about a lot of things’. Experiences with people. Slights. Passing comments and arguments. All sorts of nonsense that we tend to keep bottled up inside. It unleashed itself from my body, like bombs and then turning into mini-explosions. All stupid things’ that I never dealt with. I still do till this day. I had to unleash some more angers from within myself, prior to the Fall Equinox and because I did not want all of that to carry over into the next phase. This end of the year phase. I wanted to have a clean slate. I wanted a clear head and a clean heart. 

A lot of the time when I am not dealing with situation(s), personal regrets, angers, annoyances and whatever else that is bothering me on the inside. I have had to deal with people. I have had to deal with a lot of people in very many way(s) in this life, with each person I have had to approach them and or the situation with them in very many different way(s). Why? … because people individually are all so different and unique. The ego loves to have it’s own characteristics, agendas, way(s) of speaking and of course way(s) of dealing with confrontation. I can be very direct. Other times I can stay extremely quiet. Most of the time and I mean 97.9 % of the time, I usually stay quiet because over the years my ego wants and needs have slowly been dismantled. I have some ego and I will not lie. We all do. If anyone says they are ego free, they are so full of shit. The worst thing about the ego is, it wants to always be right. So, when that idea starts fluttering around in a persons’ head. It makes them so damn delusional.

I have had over the years while living my Ascension Process, dealt with some of the worst kinds of people. Those of us who are awake, aware, much more sensitive, psychic, to everyone and everything, we tend to attract those who are the most darkest or hold that level of energy towards us. If your reading this and you have had some of the worst experiences with some of the shittiest people, you have to understand how strong your aura really is. How strong your light really is. How much of your light you really are shining in the world. Which is why most of us have spent a lot of our life in our houses. We’re that strong and they are so attracted to us, but they have no idea why and or how to then become like us. So, they feed off of our energies entirely. They drive us insane. 

Over the last few years I have had to (believe it or not) leave a lot of these people behind. I have had to shut the door on them. Friends and family members. I just could not physically and psychically tolerate them. Why? … It is all about energy. Every person has an energy. If you have a high frequency and you become in contact with another person with the same high frequency. It feels easier. It feels safe. It feels normal and natural. When a person with a lower energy enters your space and field, it is crushing. It is physically painful. It causes friction and you can feel it. Many times things’ have gotten so out of hand with these types of people, where it got abusive, violent, and verbally explosive.

One time an old co-worker of mine threatened to murder me a few years back. I didn’t know how to handle that! My first instinct was to file a complaint and it worked and I managed to get him off my back, we worked less on one another’s’ shifts’. The damage was done. I knew he was infiltrated and I knew I needed to stay away from him and keep him away from me. This is just one isolated incident. 

Over the last few years I have had to mentally say goodbye to a lot of my family members. They just were not on the same energy level. A lot of them were not even on the same earth reality as me. Until this year began as it pushed everyone into the same physical reality. Since, the pandemic began and you can also read about this more and more in my old articles. My sister and her three children moved into our house last year. Then the pandemic hit and they have been here ever since. I have had to deal with these darker people and who are in my family. It has been extremely physically painful to be near them and I will get physically sick from them from time to time, just by them being in my space, field, energy field (yes I am that sensitive.) As many of you are. Some of you are lucky to have family you can trust and count on, many others’ do not. I am not one of those lucky few. I wish I was. I am not. So, for me this entire experience this year has been a living nightmare.

There has been abuse. The mother to the children and the children to the mother. The father is out of the picture. Social workers have been called by outside sources multiple times. They are loud. They are aggressive. They cause damage. They make me and my mom physically ill. The house is a mess unless we clean our home and clean the energy. Many of them have been infiltrated by entities, they allow them into themselves. Three of them are being used by one and the youngest is the odd one out. 

This is the daily reality everyday. Many Light workers, embodiers, psychics, seers, ultra sensitive to people and negativity are stuck in the exact same boat as me. This pandemic has brought everybody from those lower world realities into the highest reality. We’re having to share our homes, spaces, fields, energies, with one another. Family and or friends. If you have supportive family members and friends that is great. I’ve been around the block with a few people: Friends and family members, enough to know that many of them are not a energy frequency match with me. For a lot of you they do not match with you either. That is fine. Many times we agree to these contracts with certain family, who are not on the same energy level as you are. It’s okay. It happens. It’s going to happen. Which is why for the last six in-a-half years I have had to say goodbye to a lot of people. 

As soon as this pandemic ends and they can move wherever they go. I have already told myself that I need to say goodbye and let them go. I cannot help them and they do not want it. It hurts them to be around us, just as much as it hurts us to be near them. Which is why I have said goodbye to many people over the last few years. There was no where else for us to go. That relationship reached the end. I could not and they could not benefit from the interaction in a healthy, normal, positive way. There needed to be a complete split up and in many cases if you experienced this in the past, or, your are right now. It is okay to let go of needing to feel like your obligated to that other person, or they to you. 

It is all about what level people are on right now. Many people are still making these decision(s), choice(s) and there will be more conclusions to a lot of relationships. It’s just an Energy Thing. I’ve experienced a lot of Energy division(s) in my life, but nothing like what I have experienced this year. It is right in my face all the time “They are on another level than you are” or, “Just feel them, how do they feel to you.” It is not just about separating from the earth world(s) and realitie(s). It is about separating from those you think are hindering your highest evolution, hindering your highest growth, or who you can not help evolve higher, or help grow. They just are not ready. They do not want to evolve. You then, have to focus on (You) and this is your individualized Ascension experience. It is all about (You,) because only (You) can do it for (You).

When making that conscious decision. Thank, those people who at times have left you behind. A person who left you, or, a friend, because they cleared the way for you to move forward without feeling guilty, ashamed, afraid that you might have hurt their feelings. If they were a rotten person, then thank them for finally leaving you alone. If you loved them and knew their was a toxic, friction, to your interaction(s). Thank them for disconnecting. If they were %^&*$#@ psycho than praise the highest light that you do not need to deal with them. Most of all … if you are not gaining the highest opportunity to evolve and experience things’ in this life that make you a better being. You have to move on and you cannot feel bad for doing it. 

This is what is happening right now and it will continue for the rest of this year and next year. It is all apart of The Division of World(s).

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More Clairvoyant Messages: A Relief Period In October, With More World-Wide Division.

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More Important Clairvoyant Messages

If you have been feeling slightly off over the last few days starting from last Saturday, do not worry so have I. The energies started to feel extremely intense Saturday and into Sunday. By Monday, I had a headache and familiar Ascension aches and flu symptoms too. While this is not the topic for this article for this week, I did want to mention that the energies have slightly increased. We’re approaching a New Moon and so begins the Division Of Worlds at a greater level. With new codes and embodiment frustrations and pains to deal with it to. Hang in there. As this is not easy. Neither do we feel good from having to constantly feel the energies all of the time.

This week, instead of writing an article about the Late August Energy Shock Wave and doing a physical update on these energies. Which include feeling the effects of more global earth weather patterns, hurricanes, and other earth related sensitivities. I want to focus on some information that was shared with me via messages, clairvoyant images from a 5D Female Light Being or Familiar. I have had communication with this female higher light being from the 5D since I was 15 years old. On and off. Where she has shared personal information, psychic images and messages with me. This article is important because it is about informing people about what is currently going on right now in 2020. What will unfold in September basically is all about The Division Of The Worlds

Back in 2005 when I was 15 years old I used to go to this small park near by my house. It wasn’t too big, but it wasn’t too small either. It had one entry way and it was always hidden from view. This was my favorite place in the world to go to, especially for a young kid who wanted some peace and quiet. I had an extremely toxic family life and also used it to escape the lunacy of what transpired on a daily grind. From time to time I’d receive Telepathic Clairvoyant Images and Messages from a 5D Higher Dimensional Light being. A Familiar as I call them. A familiar in the sense that I knew them before I incarnated here on this earth, before I was this person. She felt familiar to me. This all took place while I was 15 and at this park.

In one of these Clairvoyant Images that this familiar female Higher Light being from the 5D showed me, she stood beside the world and then she showed me two doors. At the time I didn’t understand it. I was 15, but I remember receiving those images and messages. Now at the age of 30. Exactly, 15 years later. I understand what she was showing me and why. Two doors. Two choices. Two worlds. One world ascending into a world filled with light, compassion, universal understanding of evolution and those laws. Another world, seriously descending into hate, greed, money and personal selfishness which will lead to destruction of themselves and that world. These messages and images mean more to me 15 years later, mainly because it is happening right now. In 2020 in Cycle Two Of The Ascension Process.

These aren’t the only times that I have received these kinds of messages, clairvoyant images and sensations. There have been countless Clairvoyant Images and Messages sent my way this entire year. Letting me know how I would feel. What the reason was behind the intensification this year. As well as similar messages from the same Light Being from the 5D, she usually stands above the world during these messages to me. Letting me know what would be happening for me personally. My family. As well as the world at large. Here are a few thing’s that she shared with me and even thought they are slightly personal. I’ll share them with you. 

In March of this year. I was laying down in my room at night after experiencing some more intense, physical aches and pains. Which had been happening for a while. It got intensely worse just before the new year started. Mainly, because we had shifted into a new Ascension Cycle. Cycle Two. Anyways … I had been lying in my bed when this Familiar 5D Female Light Being, began telepathically communicating with me. She told me that the world was going through an intense time, many would die. I remember that part the most because I felt for a slight moment, all of the pain and suffering, from those who were dying and those who were losing members of their family. Such pain. Immense anguish all around the world. Then she told me that in October I would be feeling better. To watch out for October because thing’s would be easing up. This was a two part message that was conveyed to me; One: that the world’s population was leaving and more would leave. Two: To watch out for October as thing’s would shift and become slightly easier and or less intense as it was before. 

This message from this Female 5D Light Being became increasingly more profound to me, important and accurate to me once I learned that a few Light workers, embodiers and sensitive beings were also reporting the same thing. That they to, were told that October thing’s would lessen up. So, it got me thinking. What would be happening in October that would make this Female 5D Light Being let me know in or by October thing’s would feel slightly better? Why The Division Of Worlds of course. She never specified whether everyone would be feeling that shift, that easiness. She said I would feel better around that time. However, if other people are being told the same thing I imagine a few or the majority of us would start to feel like thing’s are easing up. 

As we transition into September we’re going to experience greater minor and major energy embodiment pains, shifts, shifts in consciousness, more fatalities due to Covid-19, other deaths due to diseases, more division amongst the populations (because we’re not all moving into the same world.) Many of us have never been living on or in the same world reality. This is going to change a lot of thing’s for a lot of people, because it will be undeniable to a lot of people that something or multiple thing’s are not right with people that they know. Family members. Friends. Everyday people. Colleagues. Bosses. Public figures. It’s going to look like the world population is going absolutely insane, half of us who are normal will think the other half  have completely lost it. This isn’t just in America. This is in every country all around the world. It’s the division of the worlds and it is here now at a new level, in our faces for us to witness. 

Those who remain true to themselves and live through their hearts will glide through this time easier, those who cannot remain in their heart and live from them will find this time period extremely hard on them. Thing’s are going to get much harder and easier, a mixture of both. Take good care of yourselves at this time. Treat your self and your body kindly. It can feel extremely debilitating and existing through all of this, it is hard. The self care is important. The self love is too. 

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