Coming To Earth As A Volunteer: Some Pre-Birth Memories Before My Life As A Volunteer.

On February 9, 2020December 3, 2022 By Energetic EarthIn Energetic Earth & Stories of This Incarnation

Some Pre-Birth Life Memories

Ever since I can remember; I would say that this started from about when I was the age of 5/6. I was already aware of the fact that I was a stranger on this earth, and that where I was did not feel like home to me. I could not verbalize that feeling that I had so much in words, but it was all in how it felt to me. That feeling was the single most important feeling that I had ever felt, and that I would ever feel. It would carry itself throughout my whole entire life, and to this day I still feel it. This feeling followed me to school and high school, and this very blatant loneliness settled in. I remember feeling very alone, and that I needed to remain quiet around other people. My entire life as a volunteer I have had to stay quiet, as quiet as I could, and a lot of the times what I was feeling, and perceiving, other people around me weren’t experiencing that. Especially, in the early years.

As an adult who is actively living the Ascension Process, things are a little bit different now. I don’t really engage with the outside world, I go to work and quickly come home because I can’t stomach being out there for too long. I have acclimated to earth life in many ways, and I have created home where I am in my geographical location. It still hurts not being back home, but it’s not as bad as it was when I was a child. Now that I am an adult, and since I have physically activated. I have some memories of home and that helps, but I don’t have that many. I’m not allowed to remember everything and it’s blurred out for a reason.

As a Volunteer a big part of our job is to work on ourselves, to transmute energy, to embody, to do grid-work, to remove negative energy matter from the earth plane, to set up portals, to open and close timelines etc. There are lot’s of various jobs that any volunteer can choose to do. My own personal job is to embody and transmute, which is the hard physical work. This physical work is not always fun and it hurts. It is dangerous, and it isn’t anything like what I would have thought that it would be like from my higher perspective. I do have some recollection with how I felt about undertaking this physical experience as a volunteer, while still with my higher self. I initially thought that it would be a lot easier for me to deal with. There was some hesitancy on my part and mainly because you see various options. That is how I felt about it when I was back home, now that I am here and physicalized as this person and in this body. It has far surpassed my original assumptions. I’ve not quite had an experience like this before, and in such an overly populated time period. It can get in the way of the work for me, and while I was back in the higher dimensions I miscalculated how it would go.

Earth life is very different when you arrive here, then when you are back home in your dimension. There is no way to know what any outcome will be when your back in your home dimension, because life on earth can change fast. The higher dimensions require you to be at an advanced frequency in order to be there. Your highest self. That is how I remember it, so you can only see different trajectories from the highest perspective. Earth is not a higher frequency space and it isn’t filled with higher frequency beings either. Quite the contrary, the beings here are very low frequency. When you arrive here the actual experience is different, from how you viewed it from outside of your higher self. That includes from the higher frequency space that you viewed it from. It changes and your ability to navigate yourself becomes murky at best, like a dark mist that you have to walk through.

What Is A Volunteer?

A Volunteer: A Volunteer is a higher dimensional being who agrees to physically incarnate and live the Ascension process, while on physical earth. A volunteer can look just like any normal person, but they carry with them a higher awareness. A volunteer can bring with them to the earth a specific specialty, one that they excel in that will serve to help them. That will serve to help the earth. Ex. Energy workers. Someone who excels at energy transfiguration, is going to bring that skill with them to use in this life. They understand their mission/job, and become activated via the Ascension process to undertake this journey.

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The few Pre-Birth Memories that I have access to before beginning this physical lifetime, they mainly involve the preparation process that I undertook in order to figure out what kind of life that I would live. What I would physically look like. Where I would geographically reside. What I would be doing. Who I would be (my identity.) Who I would meet, both intentional and non-intentional. What skills and specialties that I wanted to take with me, and all of this includes the types of situations that I would experience during specific periods of my life. One specific pre-birth memory that I have prior to incarnating in this life, was working on choosing the very best physical body that I would have. All beings choose a body and work on planning their life, but the body of a volunteer is a little bit different. We have to endure the physical embodiment of light energies, so our bodies are always shaped a little bit differently for these assignments.

Choosing The Physical Body

Most of my preparation work in the higher dimensions, they involve the selection of my physical vessel. This and a few other pre-incarnational memories are all that I can remember before beginning this life.

In this memory; what I remember the most is being in a specific space of selection working with another higher dimensional being, with whom I always work with because we work together the majority of the time. We have worked together a lot whenever we come to this specific planet, and it’s natural for us both to help one another in specific areas. The memory involves me and this specific being, working on choosing the composition that would make up my physical body and the brain that would go along with it. There were many options to choose from, with specific genetic information having to be worked into the body as well. There were decisions and choices to make, with a lot of discussions about what would work and what would not work. I was also part of helping to decide this other beings physical vessel as well.

A good majority of my other Pre-Birth Memories that I can recall involve small glimpses, into how I felt about undertaking this specific assignment this time around. What I remember the most about how I felt was how extremely hesitant I was to return to earth again. I have to mention that I am not a young soul energy that has an insatiable need to experience earth life, over and over again because I have lived very many lives here. I have lived lives during periods of time where earth was actually more advanced, with smaller populations of people. There was a certain harmony about it and you could feel it. It is too populated and chaotic as we enter the Aquarian Age, with how many people they allow to enter this place. Everyone is all just mixed in here together and it doesn’t matter at what level your at. I wasn’t looking forward to having another exhausting experience, and after a while these life experiences start to build up the more you do it. Your soul begins to feel weighed down the more experiences you have, it get’s harder and the more you have to work harder at starting over when everything else is with you.

I remember having to be reminded that this is an important role, and that there would also be other’s who volunteered for this work as well. I had to be spoken to many times in regards to my hesitancy, because some of my other lives were so harsh and my deaths were also brutal. I had major doubts about whether I could accomplish all of what I needed to, and because I would be personally living the Ascension process and writing about it. That made it all the more difficult; I had to choose between what I should say and what I should not say. I still do even now. Eventually, I did manage to leave the higher dimension where I reside and I did incarnate.

Physicalizing As A Human Being

The last pre-birth memory that I have does involve the actual moment where I fully entered the womb. The movement from an energy and combining with the body that I agreed to become, can be a very delicate process. A few beings tend to move right in and a few other’s wait until it becomes a situation where it is a walk-in scenario. I was never a walk-in scenario; I have been present since birth.

My last memory that I could say is pre-birth was during the moment of actual birth during this current lifetime. I remember a glimpse only of me entering the physical vessel, just prior to being taken out of the womb through C-section. It was like a suctioning feeling, like your being pulled downward into a tiny little cocoon. It felt to me like I was suffocating almost. There wasn’t much room to expand myself to the fullest and I found that very difficult to deal with.

I mentioned this already before but I only have a few Pre-Birth Memory recall. These are the few that I have: (Choosing a body with a special higher dimensional being, recall of hesitancy and doubt about experiencing another earth life, and the moment where I moved into my physical body at birth.) In the future there could be more memories that come up, and I might have to update this article when that does happen. If it ever happens. If there are too many memories than I might do a part two and continue the pre-birth memories. However, for now these are what I remember about my life before becoming a volunteer.

I Reunited With Multiple Aspects Of Myself: The Guardians, Guides And Multiple Aspects Of Me.

On January 5, 2020October 8, 2022 By Energetic EarthIn Energetic Earth & Stories of This Incarnation

Reconnecting With The Multiple Aspects Of Me

I have learned over these past few years that there is no such thing as a singular event, or, a singular aspect of a person. There tends to be more than what people can visually see going on behind the scenes, and like it or not there are multiple aspects of all people currently incarnated in physicality. It’s not just the current person that you are, it is everything that you have ever been prior and much more. There is more of you as your current self than what you might assume, and that would mean that your really multi-aspected. Which is exactly what I am going to be talking about in this article, because that is information, that I had to re-learn in this current life, after I physically activated, and began my own Ascension Process.

This reconnection that I established with all of my other aspects, my higher self, my prior incarnations and with those identities, their energy signatures, they were all brought in with this life and so came all of my karmic past along with it. The truth is all of those people talking about guardians, guides, higher light team, they’re really just an extension of yourself. We are and have always been multi aspected beings, like it or not and we’re also multi dimensional too. There are so many aspects of ourselves that are in many different places, during specific key moments in our life, and we’re not even aware of it.

This is my second article in this new series, and it is going to focus more on what my personal experiences are, while living through my own individual ascension process. This article will also not include very many topics, events, and the many experiences, that I went through regarding my physical activation. That part of my life is all over and done with. Everything that I have written about in those articles, they are all in chronological order in the section titled Energetic Earth: Personal Stories. While this is a continuation of my personal experiences, they have nothing to do with that time. This time period between (2015-2019) explains specific key moments that I lived through, and it was a year after everything had happened. This article continues multiple years after the physical activation date. The timeline for this article cannot be measured in one singular event, there were many different moments that occurred for me throughout several years where I became aware that this was happening. When your getting acquainted with all of the other aspects of you, there tends to be multiple events that show you multiple aspects of who you are.

Throughout all of (2015-2019) one of the biggest themes that I experienced, was the conscious understanding that I was more than just my one identity in this lifetime. This became apparent to me when I realized I had an Egyptian lifetime, and when those memories were beginning to be birthed from my subconscious; I began the process of re-learning that I was more than this person in this lifetime. I then realized that there were multiple aspects of me that were coming through, and day-by-day I was learning about each and every single one of them. When these aspects started showing up; I then realized that they were also taking place simultaneously and in other dimensional locations. They were taking place in other time periods, while also happening for me during this time period. It is all connected.

What Does Multi-Aspected Mean?

Multi-Aspected: To be multi aspected is to understand that you are more than just the one identity, that makes up your current incarnated life. You understand that there are many aspects of you. That there were other personalities, energies, aspects of you before this current one. That they were you and that they still are you, and most importantly that you carry all of these aspects with you at all times. You are not just one person, but you are everything that you have ever been before.

Higher Self & Guides Are An Extension Of Self

As time went on throughout the years of (2015-2019;) I began to notice that my abilities and connection to the higher dimensions was getting stronger. I started to notice that ancient gifts and personal tools that I had brought into this life with me, were starting to reveal themselves, and I was experiencing the ones that I had already at higher levels than I did before. Telepathic Communication was always a very easy psychic tool for me, I could always speak with my mind more than I could express my thoughts through my voice and words. It was a very simple form of communication for me to engage in. I was also better at speaking with my mind, so it was also a very natural thing to do. When I first became more aware of the many higher dimensional beings, that were around me a year after my physical activation. It became effortless to communicate telepathically with them, and it was beginning to be a daily occurrence. It took me a while to figure out that these beings were Guardians and Guides. It got more interesting when I realized that these labels, that I have always heard throughout the Ascension community (at that point.) They weren’t sounding like how I was feeling them to be, I kept feeling and knowing energetically that these guides and guardians were an extension of me. We shared similar energies, as well as, there aspects felt like a part of me. I am essentially an extension of my guides, just like they are an extension of me.

My Higher Self; I took a long time to actually access my higher self. It was a very long time until I felt like I could really hear my higher self, and even just telling the difference between higher self and lower self. Eventually, when I did connect with my higher self. There were even more aspects within my higher self, and I saw my higher self back in the higher dimension, dictating to other aspects of me that were also in different places. It was interesting to witness that phenomena, because it meant that my higher self was busy directing smaller aspects of me, while multiple aspects of me were having an experience elsewhere. There are so many events going on, that we just don’t and cannot comprehend.

Multiple Aspects Of Self & Past Lives

I have had an exceedingly high number of incarnations since when I first began incarnating on this earth, and up until this point with the current life that I am living as this persona. Those are a lot of aspects of self, and that is a lot of karmic residue that I have accumulated. This was made aware to me in this life, and I too realized that every person that I had been is in fact another aspect of me. It is another aspect of me that I carry around with me, all of their energy signatures are held within me and it forms one giant energy print. A giant energy signature. That is all of me, but it takes small pieces in various locale to make this current person. The past is always tangled up with the future, and all of those multiple energies merge with one another to form a new signature. Which is essentially what happens every single time you decide to take on a new life, it just adds on and on. One experience that had involved one of these smaller aspects, actually had to be merged with this current physical body during these years. Here is what happened during that time.

Merging With Another Aspect Of Self

In 2016, it became apparent that one specific aspect of me was creating a lot of issues for me. This aspect was one of my Egyptian past lives, and I had a few lives during that time period. However, the one I am referring to was the most traumatic of the three that I had incarnated into. There was trauma in that life, especially in regards to how I died. The only thing that was mentioned to me by other aspects of myself was to merge with that aspect, as in fully take that aspect into my physical body.

At this point there were higher dimensional beings that assisted me with this merging, because there was no way that I could accomplish this all on my own. There were specific beings that I had at that time, who have moved on now. They essentially helped me in 2016 fully merge that aspect of myself into my physical body, and it took a few hours for this happen. Initially, I didn’t notice anything different during the first few weeks and months. As time went on I stopped having incarnational flashbacks, and with that aspect fully merged within me I quickly moved on with my life. It was very simple. It was a necessary event that needed to happen, because once it did it stopped interfering with my current life.

A Year After Being Activated: The Loneliness Was Crippling, I Had No Idea What To Do With Myself.

My Egyptian Past Life {1}: A Few Lessons About Energy Formation From Higher Multi-Dimensional ET Beings.

On September 30, 2019November 19, 2023 By Energetic EarthIn Reincarnation & My Past Life MemoriesLeave a comment

My Egyptian Past Life (1): The Call Out To Incarnate, Meeting Higher E.T Beings, Sexual Freedom & General Life In Ancient Egypt.

If there is anything that I am 1000% sure of, it is that the past is never dead. The past is always with us no matter how hard we believe that it is not, we carry it around in our soul all of the time. We may not always remember who we were and what we have done, but for those of us who do remember. We understand that our past has ways of interjecting with our current lives. It does. I’ve experienced it on many occasions, and I’m someone who has always had to deal with the multiple lives that I have had. I have never gotten away with anything, and another aspect of my work in this life, is to release all of the karma that I have accumulated throughout all my simultaneous lives.

In my first lifetime in Egypt, I was a female being who was incarnated in the year 11,750 B.C. This was my first lifetime in Egypt at that time and it was vastly different than anything I ever experienced in any of my lifetimes. I had the privilege to incarnate after there was a call out in the higher dimensions, they were needing volunteers to go to earth because there was a program that was being offered. This happens from time to time where there are groups of beings, in various locations in higher dimensions that do want to undertake a certain program. The earth was a much different place back then, and you couldn’t just get in whenever you wanted to. I had to wait a long time to be able to come here during this specific lifetime, as this female being because there were opportunities to learn from Higher Dimensional E.T beings. There were plenty of them who would drop in from their own planets, galaxies, and dimensional homes to teach those who were incarnated there. It was a much different place back then, with more advanced humans then in the 21st century.

There have always been important moments that come up within the hierarchy of groups, that reside in the different levels of the higher dimensions, when at some point, you will hear something get communicated among said groups of beings. It’s a very common occurrence for one group member at a specific level of advancement to share information with another group member, who then will spread that information around, and it can be about a certain planet, a galaxy, an earth world, that is evolving, or it’s going through a shift to change its frequency and it needs volunteers. Is this starting to sound familiar? It could even be that there are opportunities for growth, and to learn a certain skill that you want to. This tends to happen a lot within groups at certain levels, and once they all start to find out about that one planet, that one galaxy, that one opportunity, they all start wanting to collectively go and have the experience. This is what happened to me and to another being that I work very closely with, a masculine energy being who decided to go with me, and we volunteered together, and we eventually met. We did get unionized in this life. However, the purpose of this incarnation was that we saw an opportunity to work with Higher Dimensional E.T Beings.

While I and along with my masculine energy companion were still home in our higher dimensional space, we had heard about planet earth because a lot of those groups of beings were discussing it. That is how we found out about it. All of my memories about this Call Out To Incarnate involve many of similar groups of beings sharing information with us, which then prompted us to discuss going back to earth together one more time. There was a system in place where you had to request admittance, because it was a very advanced school so to speak. No-one was just allowed to enter earth at this point like today in the 21st century. There was a specific point in time that you had to wait for, it was all coordinated with your energy and how it matched the frequency of the earth. You DON’T just go somewhere. Which is why I am very strict when it comes to dealing with energy interferences, and this time period drives me absolutely bonkers because no-one has boundaries with their energy signature anymore. They go anywhere and just do anything with all kinds of people. I didn’t learn to act this way. I learned how to concentrate my energy and to sense other beings’ and their energy. We finally worked thing’s out and dropped our higher selves into physical bodies once again like we did before together, and that is how it all started.

It is never the same when you’re having an experience, as opposed to wanting to have one and wondering what it’ll be like when you do it. I wasn’t fully prepared to drop down and become a human being once again, and let alone a female, and I wasn’t prepared to meet certain Higher Dimensional E.T Beings.

I first started having visitations with specific E.T Beings as a young girl in this life, but I wasn’t the only one who was having them either. If you’re reading this and thinking this just doesn’t seem plausible, you have to understand that the earth back then was much more advanced than it is today. The earth in the 21st century and the people here, it’s like being taken out of high school and being put back into a kindergarten class. It is such an elementary leveled world that we’re living in, and nothing like what humans of that time period in 11,750 B.C were like. There were other young children who were having these experiences along with me, there were adults who were also having visitations with these Higher Dimensional E.T Beings. I remember the first time that I had a visitation with an E.T being, he was a male E.T Lion Being from the 6D. This was the first experience that I had with any E.T beings in this life, there are two memories that I have but I’ll be sharing those two memories in another article.

Eventually, at some point I met up with this masculine male companion in this life as a teenage girl. It got to the point where we were both working together and now making that transition into more adult studies. They prepared us as children and by first meeting with higher dimensional E.T beings, then throughout the teenage years into early adult years we were allowed to work with specific beings more closely. I ended up working with E.T Bird Beings more than any other kind of extra-terrestrial higher dimensional beings. It wasn’t always the exact same ones either, there were lots of higher dimensional beings that would come in and drop their frequency. They would come in alone at times, sometimes they would come in groups. There usually was a leader that oversaw each group. They usually rotated and many times plenty of them wouldn’t return because they moved on, or, they had finished certain lessons that no longer required them to come back.

My Egyptian Past Life (1): Initiations In the Tunnels At The Sphinx, Horus & The Nine Realms Of Consciousness.

There finally came a time in this lifetime as this female being, where I was to begin doing solo lessons with specific higher dimensional E.T beings, and most of my memories involve me working with a specific bird E.T being that was named Raquaol.

There were many lessons that I learned from the Higher Dimensional E.T Bird Beings, but the most important lesson that I learned came from a dear friend of mine named Raquaol. I mainly worked with Raquaol when it came to lessons in energy, in energy formations, he taught me how to focus my energy. He taught me how to create forms with my energy as well and while I cannot do that in this lifetime, because I’m not in an advanced body like I used to be. I still have those lessons with me in this Michael body, and I can focus my energy as good as ever. I can read energy just like I did as well. I can create what I need for me in this now moment as this Michael aspect of me, and I do still work with energy through my body. I wouldn’t be able to do what I do now as I embody light energy, if I didn’t learn all that I needed to about energy and the energy formations from Raquaol. There were initiations that took place as well in specific settings, and you have to understand the bodies that we had were highly advanced than the ones we have now. They were chosen and designed through our energy signature, that matched the energy of the earth. We were essentially an extension of the earth itself and you had to be connected to it through your body, earth was an advanced school playground back then. Now it’s just a disconnected lower elementary playground with all kinds of bullies.

Eventually, my lessons with Raquaol came to an end and he had decided to move on like some of the other higher dimensional E.T beings were doing at the time. They were all starting to leave in large numbers, in groups by the time that I was ready to leave physical reality and return back to my home dimension. The next time that I would return to Egypt in 9,510 B.C there would be only a few handfuls of them left. They had told many in physical bodies at that time, that their time on earth was done because the earth was about to go through a big change. This change occurred in my second lifetime in Egypt, and you can read about it in the second article. I’m going to leave the other two articles about my lives in Egypt, for those who are interested in reading about it.

My Egyptian Past Life {1}: A Few Lessons About Energy Formation From Higher Multi-Dimensional ET Beings.

My Egyptian Past Life {2}: Axial Tilt Cataclysm Shifted The Earth & My Memories Of Earth.

My Egyptian Past Life {3}: A Few Memories Of Cleaning Up All Of My Egyptian Lives.